We weren't half way through the dinner when he said he felt nauseas. He said he'd felt that way before dinner but had hoped it would go away.
I got up and cleaned the kitchen while I started the album's uploading process yet again.
I got up, scrubbed my hands yet again, administed the ventolin, comforted the boys as they went back to sleep and then kept on cleaning the carpet.
It took a lot of energy for me to not lose heart and to continue to remind myself that He was soverign. Sometimes, in some situations, I DO lose heart and I do feel overwhelmed and out of my depth!
But the 'stuff' doesn't have to define who I am.